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Interlude · Arley · the morning after

The Question

The day after the funeral. Barrett's grandson asks his father.

The dog is at the kitchen door.

He is fourteen, which is old for a border collie, and he is at the door because the man who fed him at six in the morning for the last six years has not, this morning, fed him at six. He has been at the door since five-fifty. Barrett’s widow, who has not slept in forty-one hours and is not going to, opens a can without standing all the way up from the chair.

The cabin is quieter than it has ever been.

Barrett’s son is sixty. He has been at the cabin nine days. He has ten more before he goes back to the institute. The institute will keep being run by people he has trained, and he will eventually go back to running it, but not this week, and not next week. This week is for sorting his father’s papers. There are a lot of them. His father had been a man who, on principle, kept paper.

His eldest grandson is fourteen.

The age Barrett was the night he sat in the unreachable polygon-flat room and a player who was not a player said thanks for the papers, plus two.

The grandson is at the desk in the bedroom his grandmother died in. He has been told, in the way fourteen-year-olds get told things at funerals, that he is welcome to look at any of his grandfather’s papers but not to throw any of them out. He is sorting. He has already filed three small things into the bottom-right drawer because the drawer was open and his grandfather’s handwriting on the labels indicated that the drawer was where small unexplained things went. He has not opened the drawer’s existing contents. The metal token is still there. The cardstock. The unsigned note. The mailing tube from 2025 that has been there for eighty-one years.

He finds an envelope on top of the desk that is not in his grandfather’s handwriting.

The envelope is addressed to him.

He has not held one of these before.

His father, sixty and walking past the bedroom, has held three.

The boy holds the envelope without opening it. He carries it, the way he has been told to carry envelopes that are not his, by one corner. He walks down the hall to the kitchen, where his father is making coffee that the same machine has, this morning, refused to make at the temperature his grandmother preferred.

He says: Dad.

His father says: yeah.

The boy holds up the envelope. He says: who’s been sending us these.

His father, sixty and tired and not yet ready, looks at the envelope. He looks at his son. He looks at the corner of the ceiling for a count of about four. He says, because there is no other honest thing to say: I don’t know. Your grandfather never knew either. We’ve never asked.

The boy thinks about this.

He is fourteen. He has not yet learned the half-dozen things that will make him stop asking the questions he has not yet been embarrassed out of asking. He says: should we ask?

His father, who has held three of them and never asked, considers the question with a sixty-year-old’s gravity. He says: I don’t think we’d get an answer.

His son says: we wouldn’t.

His father turns, surprised, because a fourteen-year-old does not usually agree with the adult’s verdict on his own question that fast. The boy is not looking at his father. He is looking at the envelope. He says, in the voice of a kid who has just figured out something he is not yet old enough to know he has figured out: because if they wanted us to know, they’d have told us. And they haven’t, for a long time, have they.

His father says: no.

His son says: and they keep sending things anyway.

His father says: yes.

The thermostat over the kitchen doorway records both voices. Nobody in the room has bought it. Nobody in the room has consented to it. It has been part of the municipal energy-efficiency retrofit since 2073, which is a true statement and not an excuse.

The boy thinks about this, quietly, for the count of three.

Then he says: okay.

He puts the envelope on the table. He sits down at the table in the chair his grandfather had sat in for sixty years. He opens the envelope by sliding his thumb under the flap, the way his grandmother had taught him to open envelopes, which was the way her mother had taught her. Inside is a thin board-bound book with a printed dust jacket, the kind a small Earth-side press makes for a small Earth-side market. The title is Notes for the Next Forty Years, with a Forward by an Author Who Has Asked to Remain Anonymous. The book has not been published, by any catalog the boy will be able to find. The dust jacket has, on the inside flap, in handwriting no post office has ever produced:

for the next sub_basement.

The boy reads the inscription.

He does not, in the way of fourteen-year-olds reading inscriptions they do not yet understand, ask what sub_basement means.

His father, watching from the counter with both hands around a cup of bad coffee, does not tell him.

The boy turns to chapter one, the way his grandfather used to turn to chapter one of every book he was given by anybody at all, because chapters one were chapters one and were owed the courtesy.

He starts reading.

His father pours a cup of coffee for him and sets it on the table without asking whether he wants it.

The dog, having been fed, comes into the kitchen and lies down on the boy’s foot.

In a small abandoned habitat module half-buried in regolith two hundred and thirty million kilometers from the kitchen, a green LED on a print server that has not been a printer for ninety-one years acks one more Raft heartbeat at exactly the timestamp it was scheduled to ack one more Raft heartbeat at.

The cluster does not register a latency spike.

The cluster never has.

The boy turns the page.

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